And then it rained ...

The empty wine bottle fell into the recycling bin, along with the torn pizza packet. I looked skyward as the bottle struck another at the bottom of the bin. It chimed, like only glass can.
I was so disappointed. This is not what I wanted. Rain tapped gently on the tiles. I could already hear water flowing into the tank at the side of the house. The gravel and brown earth barely wet but obviously enough rain to make its way from the tiles to the newly painted gutters and then into the tank's thirsty mouth.
I wanted a storm. A storm with torrents of rain heralded by thunder claps that rattled windows and shook foundations. There was something about lightning bolts that cracked and shattered the night sky with their silver fingers of crazed light that tantalised. Lightning tongues that licked the earth I willed to come.
I wanted to raise the blinds to the tops of the windows and look out through the dark, waiting for the rumble to be followed by an eerie light show that would momentarily illuminate the neighbour's yards. The need to see the waters rushing across the grass, then across the road drains at the bottom of the hill. Drains that could not be seen for they were so troubled with weeds.
To stand and wait for each explosion of colour to bring relief from the blackened sky. For rooftops and trees to shine where wet rain had drenched their features. To see the neighbour's storm water creating jets like burst water mains pouring onto the lawn.
Instead I lazed briefly on the lounge, restless for the storm to bring closure to my day. Feeling unsettled I roamed the hallway looking into every room. Searching for something to challenge my interest to bring about a break in my weather.
In the first room the treadmill stood silent in one corner. No feet had walked its panels for months or maybe even years. Opposite it a sofa couch designed to provide respite for the exercise enthusiast. Bright cushions punctuated it's grey fabric. Soft furnishings to entice and to stimulate energetic participation in walking to nowhere had not met their target. Foliage of every hue outside the windows suggested the inside merged with the inner world, framed by this room.

A second room had its agenda firmly designed for sleep. Black, iron, bars welded to an arc at one end was festooned with no fewer than six pillows. Each precisely placed and plumped for restful slumber. Tall bedside lamps with velvety, green shades sat on each side of the bed. Small metal and wood framed tables with glass tops allowed me to see through to the carpet underneath.
My walk had not yet injected inspiration and nor did the final bedroom from this hallway. This hallway was no substitute for the storm I sought to rid myself of a nightfall malaise.
With tempered steps I returned to the lounge. I soon drifted off to sleep. Tomorrow I knew that I would wake with promise.

Today is my tomorrow. It brought me to lunch at a local restaurant in the vineyard, just a short drive from home, along the highway to Lovedale. Lovedale, the area where tourists first meet the rows of trellises. Some vines still clinging to bunches of grapes long past picking schedules. Now waiting to wither, dry and fall back to earth from whence they grew. Others had proudly offered their bounty before summer storms rendered them useless. Roses bloomed at the beginning of each row. Their job to alert the vigneron to possible disease. The same roses had not been able to prevent the hail that harassed the delicate grapes into submission one summer afternoon.
Matthew and I seeking a light lunch turned into the drive of a once favourite restaurant and parked with ease. We were a little early for the Sydney visitors to be crowding for tables so it was a quiet and relaxed dining experience. Choices there were many. Today's fare a mixed platter of smoked duck breast, chutney, chicken terrine, thinly sliced, air dried beef, pistachio salami, smoked cheddar, rocket salad with a side dish of Cajun potatoes. Our wine was a local Chardonnay that supported the variety of flavours in a most pleasing manner.
Conversation over lunch noted the success of casual dining and the creation of platters when entertaining. No banging of pots in the kitchen, stirring mixing or plating when platters had been prepped before the arrival of guests. Mental note to self to do this again soon with a group of friends where we could all sit and enjoy banter without the intrusion of watching over a hot stove.
Across the table I watched Matthew as he made his selections from the platter. As a couple this platter worked well for it allowed each of us to partake of preferred options without due conflict. Shared meals where another cooked was a pleasure. Matthew savoured the variety that a charcuterie platter offered. Terrines, one of his personal favourites.
While I sat and typed I yearned that in writing this I could find a perspective that resolved thoughts and secured them whence there could be no return. To put them in a vault where no key or the biggest storm would open the box of memories.